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Sunday, July 04, 2010

what a dream can do



Last night sleeping at the Capitol hotel in KL made me realize something...

I had this dream that my boy had died somehow which I don't know for what reason... And his sister texted me about his death... I was like unbelieveable... Sad... Crushed... I didn't even see his body and tried to attend his funeral but there was always obstacles... Apprently I was not formally invited to his funernal.. Maybe cause our relationship was rocky I guess... I even have to sneak into his funeral but nt for long.. Hai... I was feeling so much heart pain.. So devastated in the dream I'm so dazed at times just can't take the hit... What a major impact! I really felt much heart broken in real life... Thou I didn't cry in my sleep but in the dream I cried so hard...

When I wake up Im just gald it's a dream and made me realize I'm sort of ready...

These few days my parents and some friends have been bugging me to get flat with my boy... Or wadever... But all the while I have been thinking I'm not yet ready for this big step... For me it is... I think bout money and all... I don't think I can handle... Not that I don't wanna save.. I want but I also want to continue to do stuffs I want to do and like... I don't wanna be constraint... So... Anyway after this dream, all the arguements we had mean nothing much as long he is fine...

We just take one step at a time... I believe in reaching target... :)

No stress from anyone ba if I were to do it willingly.. Hee!

pineapple signing off....
11:30 PM