Friday, March 30, 2007
girgir's accident
my poor girgir got cut at her ear and even got stitches...
haii ~~~ and she's wearing the cone thing around her...
she went for grooming and got hurt in the process... well..
10:27 PM
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
reply to imkevin
its not winning lo kevin... i dun need the apologising and i might not be right about blogging this(not this entry) here.. i blog is not to say i’m winning here.. but this is what i feel.. maybe it hurts ur feeling and sl.. i'm so sorry about that... but this is me on what i blog.. i'm frank that i hurt people's feeling without knowing it.. but i dun need you to tag to tell me these and what i feel is one way you making me the bad guy... but i dun care.. i mean that time we talk under the void deck and its a chance to speak and be friends and frank.. but at that point/day you didnt... i find no point about this.. i do wish for sl to be happy with you and so on.. as in she’s happy with you then that’s good… my friends have already decided not to talk anymore about the relationship between u guys with sl because we dun wish to give her headache or trouble.. even that now she cannot go out with us like last time, we accept the fact liao..
you can dun like me in anyway.. but u already know that day that i told you i'm straightforward too..
Labels: tag
2:16 PM
control freak
well...
i have quarrelled with dear about friends matter... as in he tell me not to bother about them ler.. but yet i still sms...
i mean... all i feel is that my friends are like giving up at the point of time.. to save to friendship i'm trying my best to see what can get into her head... i mean at least i'm the last one trying to mend it unless it cannot be den i'll give up... but dear wants me to give up because he don't want me to get all upset about it again and again and make myself so troubled with something that i can don't bother at all.. but i cherish the relationship thats why i'm so clinging.. please just understand...
but anyway.. i want things to go to the flow now... i will not push no more... unless some freak come agitate me...
my last thing that i ever going to bother is about money issue... lets see if we can agree on something.. if you owe someone money, will you go and buy some material stuffs that is which to satisfy your boredom or fun or not that important ?
wouldn't you be thinking to pay someone that you owe money to 1st ?
Is not about borrowing money is a nono... but the principle of returning a person money when you can... If you cannot afford for something that is not important or what you really need then don't buy until you can.. ain't i'm right ?
as a buddy, i really hope from the start you did do your part in letting your boyfriend know that he dun have to use material to keep you and if he owe people money he should clear 1st and you will definately understand and share the times of low cost.. Forever i will not get it about borrowing money from mum to buy material stuffs and causing more "O $ P $" situation..
and when returning people money can you be more polite ? you got a favour from someone shouldnt you be grateful ? why the fucking attitude ?
this is not straight forward.. this is character problem you baboon..
people is not rushing you to pay but you so thick skinned to owe people money and buy nintendo.. I'm just helpin my buddy to get his money because since you got the ability to purchase thus you will definately have the money to return..
this is called straight forward.. i told you i am when you told me you are too.. so learn from this...
please get to understand the english of what you are speaking.. flip the dictionary...!
if you both are really loving.. i think material stuffs is not needed in your life so much.. shouldnt be materialistic..
I dun wish to hurt any friendship but i'm trying to WAKE u up.. you maybe a good/perfect girlfriend but he is not a good/perfect boyfriend... well.. maybe you think he is..
different people different concept...
i dunno how much can i do to let you see how much we cherish the friendship..
wondering when you can wear what you like as you like... be where you like as you like..
argghh... i just dunno how to say.. i miss the days and times we spent together like a family so happy... be ugly and stupid at the same time.. out to eat to play and do crazy stuffs...
we feel like we are losing you.. and you dunno that you are losing yourself gradually...
i can't seems to catch you much longer..
pineapple is getting tired..
missing my grandpa..
Labels: pity
2:09 AM
Thursday, March 15, 2007
simple
haya people..
giving you good news and bad news..
Bad news
- My loving grandpa have passed away. I miss you.
- Eye bag and dark rings is not really nice.
- Weiming's girlfriend broke up with him and he is like wanting to die.
(-_-") - Havent put miko's top online, i will do it today !
- Busy busy busy...
- Patched with him. Hope history will not repeat and still loving you and me.
- Going to be busy for this few weeks trying to get rid of items.
hahahahaha... so i can miss u... well.. love all of ya..!!
pineapple aka tira
6:15 PM
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
wonder so hard
you don't miss me at all ?
it's like stupid but.. i feel so weird.. about not calling you..
Labels: sadness
2:16 AM
Sunday, March 04, 2007
truth
yesterday kaizhen and i meet up siangling about previous post matters...
at last she have cleared something up and i will not give up this friendship.. she have told us that the lie about the condo is not her idea.. well...
not trying to say anything but...
anyway.. siangling.. sorry about putting up the post.. you got no wrong about things here and u have cleared.. i am not tryin to smudge your name.. now you should also understand the importance of being truthful to us.. we are worried for you and concerning you thats why i got the post and everything we did... if not do u think i will go to such extend ?
today i got a quarrel with darling... it is not a good one.. he got misinterpretion and we are both so stubborn that none of us thinks that we are wrong.. he end up saying the things or topic i dun like to hear... are we really better being friends ? haii...
lost and meaningless in this world..
1:28 AM
Thursday, March 01, 2007
many things that happen
hmmm.. it has been long since i had done a posting... my blog fans is missing my posting right ? hahahaha....
Chinese new year is ending soon... wish all my friends best wishes ~
my chinese new year as usual... visits to my relative... this year i win money.. so it shows that i will have relationship problem... this is what i believe.. if you have luck in money.. relationship meter will fall..
Day 1
Went to my grandpa house.. my grandpa is getting weaker.. worrying for him but kinda useless because he's too far for me to travel.. it's like an excuse.. but i also wished to visit him accompany him while i can.. doctors say they will not save my grandpa if he admits to the hospital because all his organs is like rotten.. but what i think is no matter what if you can sve a person why not ? esp when he has the will to live..
after that.. we went to my "yi po" house.. my grandpa's sister.. to me, i find that she is like young and still so ever energetic.. but heard from my uncles that she had a fall and hurt her leg.. haii... but she is still ever so kind looking.. my "yi po" had a dog.. so cute.. named "Terry".. hahaha.. reminds me of my secondary friend.. anyway.. my eldest cousin who had 2 child said that one of his youngest child look like me.. lolx... my baby niece.. so cute you know !!! shall post pictures.. anyway... uncle look like nephew... aunt will look like niece la... hahahahaha !!!
After whole day, we went home... but i find it a bit bored so i asked s club if they wanna come my house play play... kaizhen is tired.. weiming and alan is ok.. den there is siangling.. at 1st say ok.. den later say she forget she have to meet boyfriend go his house eat.. so never mind lo.. go ahead.. i told her she can come after she meet her boyfriend.. she call and say she not able to come.. because her boyfriend actually got plan.. like s surprise thing la... but in the end they also never go watch movie what.. about 1 or 2 am i called siangling.. she is still at her boyfriend house.. i say she can bring her boyfriend too if her bf so worry.. she say her boyfriend dun wan her go to my house since so late liao... i dunno what to say because it's not her 1st time coming to my house late.. and i even say i can send her home later de lo.. she say her bf will be sending her home.. i say your bf can send you to my house de if he worry.. well... saying so much.. she's not coming... i bet her bf also never send her home at that time lo.. wadever..
Day 2
i forget.. i think i rot all the way till i went darling's house to submit the uni thing... so this year i didnt go his house formally bai nian... i dunno.. just afraid of his parents.. because previously i got so much trouble with siangling.. the family thinks i teach her bad by going to eat supper and going home late.. i mean.. feels like the blame all come to me.. well... shall not enhance on this..
Day 7
all the long i heard about siangling's boyfriend.. causing me to have bad impression about kelvin.. but i only had bad impression because i havent met him or get to know him.. i dun want to like hate him before i know him besides he is my best friend's boyfriend... i have been through..
but i got kinda angry with siangling's decision.. because i called her home at 5pm and her mum say shes been out since the whole afternoon.. so i was like... hmmm... boyfriend house liao.. or out with kelvin.. because he is having off on that day and siangling wanted to bring him but s club, not all dun like him so didnt want him to appear.. i mean since if he is going and they are not happy about it den... well... s club thus intend not bringing their partners.. anyway.. speaking about siangling at kelvin's house.. i call her.. since she is there the whole afternoon.. she still dare to ask me if she can leave at 6pm.. we intended to meet 5 plus at alan's house... somemore is leaving his house at 6pm !! i mean the way she speak.. i know she have decided le.. so i find no point saying.. is like do you need to accompany him so long..? at Day 1 you promise that you can meet and come on Day 7 that he cannot stop you.. but if you are coming only after 6pm not including that you have to travel to alan's house.. and you even told me the day before that you will be leaving at 10pm because thats what you did to compromise with kelvin on not staying late like he will worry... dats means you will only be eating and not gathering much with us lo.. i'm kinda mad about your timing for us... look it's so much different from us to your boyfriend..
so i even thought she will reach early.. because i had to buy "yu sheng" and travel.. i know i am late.. i even had to fetch kaizhen... weiming have to go home feed dog 1st... in the end.. i still reach there 1st... and i didnt guess wrong... you were last to reach... before siangling reach, we were all playing poker and some watching tbee.. some on the computer.. when siangling reach.. alan's mum/sister shouted for us to eat.. so we were all leavin the room while siangling come in the room saying "hey, sorry i'm late!".. all didnt say anything we just went to the living room to eat.. eating eating.. siangling was there smsing and went on talkin on the phone with who ?? kelvin la.. because weiming brought his girlfriend.. but i didnt bring my boyfriend what.. why make such a fuss about it..? i mean she didnt say out but i also know.. we told ling eating dun always on the phone lo... den she did stopped for awhile.. during this.. alan's phone rang... he went to pick.. for what i know in later time is kelvin who called him and ask him why weiming brought his girlfriend while siangling cannot bring kelvin.. anyway.. think about it.. would u rather call a guy who will cause your friends not talking and going home early ??
about 9pm after we finish our dinner.. we are ready to set the tables up for poker !! and siangling come in the room and tell us she's leaving... she say she is having a headache... wellwellwell... i look at the clock and look at siangling... looking back and fro.. hmmmm... i was thinking is either you will go meet ur boyfriend or ur boyfriend ask him to go home... so i give a like "huh what the hell" look.. so what can we say... we say byebye lo... not long after.. weiming/teckheng remember that we have "lao yu sheng".. so they (my brother, alan and teckheng) rush down go find her... they came up without her.. they told us that she just reply "last year didnt 'lao', this year never 'lao' also no difference.." hearing this.. all of us were like... 'huh ? what de..' is like all kana pissed because of these words..
we talked and play and i even send weiming' girlfriend home... we totally agree that we shall meet siangling to talk about it... talk about the matters of her handling timing, relationship.. and also about kelvin because source of problem is him...
so... we went to siangling's house about 130am.. i called her told her to come meet us at her house downstairs.. den she keep saying huh.. why cannot talk on the phone ? but we just wanna meet up so no need talk so much on the phone lo.. somemore we are right downstairs.. den she told me she's not at home.. she told me she is at kelvin's brother's house at a condo.. watching them play mahjong.. so not convienent to leave... duh !
i got my plans if i really wanna meet someone.. so i suggest on going to where she is so she just need to come down to meet us.. but she just reply me.. not good to like leave the house at this timing.. paiseh.. or whatever shitty words... the logic is so simple.. just say u wanna meet your friends awhile is that so difficult ? somemore you don't have to travel.. she told me give her 5 mins to settle.. so i agreed..
less than 1 min.. kelvin called alan.. i refused to let alan talked with kelvin because as a friend.. i know what he's gonna say and alan is really getting frustrated being the middle man.. so i picked up the phone and say he should not bother alan about why we are meeting siangling because is we who wanna meet her not meet kelvin.. so he hang the phone... siangling called me and ask me why i dont let kelvin speak to alan.. i told her why.. but den she keep on insisting letting kelvin to speak to alan.. so i also spoke to kelvin and explain that it has nothing to do with him speaking with alan when we want to meet siangling.. but he also insist.. so i let them speak.. i wasnt wrong.. alan got very very frustrated speaking with kelvin and got very upset about it... i told kelvin and siangling that this is what i expected thats why i stop him from speaking with alan.. siangling ask me to give her another 5 mins and i allow it because we really need to meet her..
during this time, we went to serangoon mac because i got so mad on why just meeting her need to take so much time.. i got so mad that force my shit feels like coming out.. hahahaha.. but in the end i just did a small biz... and weiming/teckheng treat us ice cream !!!! heeehee....
ok much shity talk... i dun wanna talk more about it... i can only say.. think about it... 5 people talking on the phone talking to you only.. why you insisted on not meeting us.. somemore is at the void deck or so... not asking you to travel... so after much thots.. she agreed... i didnt wanted to say something mean.. is just that we wished to settle things once and for all.. do you know that we dun wanna talk about it other day ? we might not find the time... which part do you not understand ? if you dun meet us to say things clear.. some of them are already lost hope about this friendship nor.... haiii.. thats why i insisted on meeting.. i say things for reason when i say there is a need...
so we meet up.. guess where did we meet ? her boyfriend's house void deck.. there i wonder.. aint you at a condo ? i asked... did you lie... why did you lie ?
we talked and listen.. u've talked and listen.. i even asked to speak with your boyfriend... but he think what.. he prince arh ? we are sitting at the void deck and he expect us to meet him at the lift.. somemore want the 5 of us to walk there... somemore there no sit.. si bei big shot... never mind.. i give in.. we talked and listen.. thinking of the conclusion.. we dun really get to any... because all the words are so messed up.. he said he give you the time.. he lets you settle your own timing he never say anything about your decision.. anyway... you ended up like always... say that its your fault.. once again pushing the blame into you.. thats what i dislike about.. if its not your fault.. don't say it is... you may try to settle things faster and make peace.. but in contry.. you are NOT... please dont do this anymore..
siangling told me... on a sms...
"i jus wanna to tell u.. my priority will be him n my family still.. i will still be out with you guys.. but not for really late night supper.. he will worried for no matter which fren i'm with.. and i dun want him to worry.. and i dun wish things to turn bad for us.."
of all these days.. i have given much thoughts... still.. so many suspicious points but i cannot seems to give a point to it..
speaking with darling about this.. i know what you are trying to be.. a good girlfriend.. but you are losing friends... friends for 9 lasting years.. friendship that you have build to be strong that you used to cherish and had fun with.. i may not be a good girlfriend.. but i tried to give time.. my boyfriend is very understanding and always give in to me i know.. i cherish all that is around me.. i am gald and feel blessed to have darling being with me.. i duno what to say la.. but you used to say that i'm always with my boyfriend... i did give you guys the timing too.. i will go out for late supper with you guys even though darling is worrying for me.. i also have my words with him.. i tried so much to please both sides.. i will be with him and be with friends when they needed me too.. because friendship and my relationship is not easy to build.. i cherish them all so much...
since when you are single.. you can say all about me.. but now you are going through this.. you understand and said you were wrong to have said me.. i dun blame you about this.. i never did.. but have you ever wonder since you and me are going through this.. why things didn't happen to me but you... why we dun need a talk with me but with you ? ever think where the problem is ?
you are really really very sticky with your boyfriend.. do you know..? we dun want you to go the wrong path.. is this really what you want ? if i do not bother you as a best friend do you think i will go to such an extend on doing so much things ? i dunno what to type la.. is.. a lot of thots.. a lot of problem... hope we can really get this straight...
things you should NOT do to your loved ones..
- Lie
- Set priority
- Don't have euff time..
- Lost yourself
- Change because of someone
- so much more..
song on my blog is a hongkong drama.. under the canopy of love.. theme of song..
song name -- Please Say..
Now falling in love with this.. =)
2:06 PM
