Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Post CNY emo
Listening to Kelly Clarkson - Save You
The winds here is blowing so hard that the curtains are being pushed back but unable to fly freely as they are tied down. But it is still so warm and so much sunny out there.
I got my fan, fanning on me so big winds too... I don't know why, but my mood is very bad now. I got sucky feeling now. BOO!
Just pass the CNY days, the CNY feeling is not much with us now as everyone started school, went back to work and all started the whining! They have everything to whine... I feel i have too, but what else can i whine when i have nothing to accomplish?
I always have this 3 mins of hunger, wanting to do, achieve something in my life. When i started, i tried to do the best. But as soon as i stop continuing, it died but not for long as it will come back like when i got the feeling too. I do feel my emotion is not like before, seriously i could cry in any sad scenes!! I would cry in every eps of Biggest Loser when they eliminate one player, I would also cry in CARTOONS!
Where is the strong me i used to be?This CNY will be a new start for me! I need to buck up in exercising, getting a new job, and continuing in my passion in music. Picking up a guitar! I know i sort of laid off piano, but its seriously hard to get the notes.
Argh! Help me cause i know after this blogging i will most likely to be hanging in front of my television shows or iphone craze. I cannot leave without it, truely!
Ohyar, did not celebrate Valentine's Day with dear this year cause it clashes with CNY and we both are busy visiting! I guess at a certain times, we seems to stop doing certain stuffs esp me!
thinking: IT Fair, $$$, Job, Music
2:58 PM
