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Wednesday, March 05, 2008

fuckers day

Yesterday i was damn damn damn DARN pissed off !!!

its ok that my "da yi ma" came to find me yesterday as i should have guessed having the stomach ache early in the morning...

but it really drained my energy that i could feel sleepyness @ just 4.45pm !
i need to sleep...

so a usual day... waiting for sis @ sch ? i'll go home 1st...
so i drove home and wanting to park down my block first so that i can take a quick shower and go fetch my sis... so i saw one parking lot... the ONLY parking lot LEFT !!!
so i stop and put on harzard light... as there is one car behind me i waited... to let him through... but he didnt move and den he HORN me... so fine... maybe he cannot move... so i move a bit...
Then he go park my lot ~!!!!!!!!!!

ARGHGHHH !!!! WHAT THE FUCK ~?!

I was shock lo !! i get down my car look at him lo... he didnt look @ me and directly go to his backseat to get his stuffs... I'm like WHAT THE HELL, FUCKER !!!
Then what can i do... even if i go quarrel with him im darn sure he wont move... cause once my mama also kana during my grandfather's birthday... this guy go park the lot my mama wanted to park... den my auntie, uncle all scold him scold... den in the end the guy also nv shift and talk back.... den i told my mama dun quarrel le la... he wont move anyway... just lets go lo... somemore its my grandpa's birthday...

really fuck de lo... some singaporeans is just so inconsiderate and so selfish !!!
such a FUCKER !!!! and all is guys !!! UNCLESS !!!!

still always say female driver not good here and there... but most fucking drivers are male drivers !!! (not implementing all but those fuckers !)

im so darn pissed off i make one turn and look at that uncle... he even dare to look at me as if it was my fault !! and he mumble something i saw lo... WAH !!!
MORE PISSED OFF... no guilt at all !!!
Female driver so what ? not all female driver is bad driver... male also have ok !!! sexist is it !!

so angry that i have to park in the carpark... make me drive one round for nothing... i recall his plate license lo.... i make myself remember !!!!

SFF 2688 A

Please fucking scold and curse this when u saw this plate on road... its a black/darkblue toyota car !!! i was so angry that i have to park at carpark lo... waste a whole lot of my time...
so i wanna call the summon people but dunno the number... i fucking complain to my brothers when i reached home but im still very angry so i called erwin ask him to help me call the summon people !!!

so he did... i dunno if the summon people got book his vehicle but im in a hurry to fetch my sister... so darn pissed off.... an uncle with golden hair wearing suit...

fetch my sister also kana her comment... whats with this world...!!
when you are down, you are really really down !!!
felt i hit rock bottom yesterday... quarrelled with my sister over house chore matters and driving matters... kana pissed again... everything also can say... my brothers just hear me and my sis quarrel at the dining table lo... they also like helpless... but sometimes i wish my brothers are more active either in doing things or speak their mind...

im not being stubborn or childish... but i told my brothers... if one day we go through this shit again or she wants to quarrel with me over wadever stuffs... i may move out lo...
its like dont compare and make yourself feel worst lo... why go think so much of what people say... if you think its ok and we are doing fine... just leave it... i may complain at times as im busy with a lot of things and then im tied down with house chores too... but i still do what is tasked to me... i may complain but let me be and i'll be fine later.... and i will still do my things !!

and i dun say something with no reasons... you are busy... ya... you say u do somethings also i didnt know... but i also did things extra u also didnt know... den keep saying you are busy... im also a very busy person... although the busyness is what i got myself into... VOCAL and all but i take it... all of us are busy yet we are always tied down and being said or being compare with shits... its like.. we know when to do our stuffs... why must it be particular ?
i also helped out other chores that is not assigned to me... i see you did yours.. so ?
then quarrel about taking care of the dog... you said u busy... no time to bath her... fine... den you still come and ask me when im bathing her !!
i know when i want to bath her and i will do it because its my task ! dont question my ability !

i just need to fucking peace out !

i dunno what to say le la... somethings its hard to say de lo... if you want to say someone... talk in a nice way first... i dun like when you treat your family differently like you treat your friend... the way you talk to... or the temper you have and releasing out... im fine of u having temper... but have it at the right time... this dun implement one person only... im also trying to keep my temper but it takes 2 hands to clap...

im not only talking about family... relationships no matter friends or boyfriends all the same...
i may snap one day...

What a fucking day !!
Today shall be a new day..... wont care less... wont bring yesterday to today...
and i spilled an old perfume my mama give me... shit..!! its like antique... nice smell... and its wasted....
shall end here now...

pineapple signing off....

8:29 AM