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Sunday, November 25, 2007

Loss a friend...

ok...friends...

what is exactly is friends are for ?
when you need them they will be there for you ?
when you have a celebration they are there till the end with you ?
Or...
when you have a boyfriend and they will leave you alone... where actually.. they are upset / disappointed by your actions but still wishes you all the best with your relationship...

today is a good example that my secondary school buddies have loss a buddy...
just like that...

me, kaizhen and siangling have been through a lot since secondary one... but now... because of her boyfriend... we are going out separate ways... of cause me and kaizhen are still together...

today we went down to baboon's block.. because previously i spoke to sl on the phone and she gave me a damn it reason for not sending weiming off as he is flying off to china for 2 months Final Year Project... the reason was that she needs to do her project and her partner would also wished to complete it quickly... but hay... i dun see this as a very valid reason if you friend which has a 9 years friendship with you... do you know that you said that you cherish us ?
but i dont feel that way... that main point in the end is because your boyfriend is still mad about you going to eat a farewell dinner with weiming and he don't allow at that point of time.. so he dont want you to send your friend off... this is then the main point... if you want to do project you can push the timing back in the afternoon.. we did told you that we are meeting early and that he is to enter the gate at 10AM... so is it too late for you to meet your friend up to complete your project ? i dont think so...

so anyway... i was so mad about the reasons because your so called boyfriend did told kaizhen before that he is not stopping you to come out with us nor is he controlling you.. but what is this ?? till now the picture is so clear already and yet can't you see ?
your boyfriend even dare to use his status as a boyfriend saying that i have no rights to ask you out like dat.. but he have the rights is it ?
so i said that then its ok... i can call your mum to help us call you out to meet.. then he replied, so i wanna use your mum la.. ok.. big la..

HAY BOY ! YOU ARE THE ONE WHO WANTS TO USE STATUS AGAINST ME.. YOU ARE MESSING WITH THE WRONG PERSON !

so i told him i would rather hear you saying that if you want to meet us or not... so in the end of the talk.. you agreed in meeting us... so kaizhen, weiming and me rush down to meet you... @ his void deck...
we reached before 9pm... we called and called you but you didnt pick up the phone... we tried calling baboon but he switched off his phone.. probably because previously i called him because you didnt pick up yours.. saying you went down to buy something...
i got so angry because you said you will be meeting us but when we reached.. you dont answer...is like what the hell ?
so i called your house and your brother picked.. i asked him to call you and told you to call me back.. THANKS AR BRO !!
soon.. you called kaizhen.. you said you will be coming down... so we waiting... 5 mins passed... 10 mins passed... still no sight of you... we called again.. you said you're coming down... another 5-10 mins passed... we called again...
we got so angry waiting you.. we would want to leave and just break up the friendship...
but you said you're coming down..but talking to baboon... AND NOW... HE SAID HE DONT ALLOW YOU TO MEET US WHICH WE ALREADY REACH HIS VOID DECK !!
what the hell man ?

we know you want to come down and meet us... if you want to come down how can a baboon stop you ? you are just too weak to be bullied... we are so sad for you for having such a control-freak boyfriend... you said you insist on coming down... and i even talked to your boyfriend... infront of you talking to me on the phone... and yet he can lie... and yet you still allow him to lie through his smelly teeth... OMG !!!
i told your boyfriend that we are not trying to break you guys up but just making things easier for you... what a bad thing about that ?
if he wants he can also sit in to listen... then you told me baboon wants to see me in person alone... what ? i got nothing much to say to him because if anyone should hear him talk or explain... he should explain to everyone... not just me... i find it pointless... i don't want to be a middle person..

after 1 hour and 30 mins for waiting... you have come down man.... AT LAST !!
i even brought water to drink nor...

anyhow... we've talked... we just wanna tell you... also blogged for baboon's eyes...
its been so long and now for sure we all know that we (the secondary buddies) and baboon cannot co-exist... he hated us very well you know... and we also dislike him for what he did... we have put everything in the past before but he is the one who is always so petty, small-minded... we have tried to acommandate him in his working time then we called you out... we even tried being friends with him for your sake during lantern festival celebration... but in the end... he also left unhappy.. you dont have to say anything cause we have eyes...
you choses him as your boyfriend and we accpet it because he is your choice... you cannot come out with us because you wanna make him happy and disappoint us because he don't allow you to come out with us... we also have take it down... he even dont allow you to go to my sister's ROM and we also take the fact... but patience have limit... we give in too much and we are very disapointed too much... you should understand... but you didnt do anything... you still allow things like that to react again and again...

your boyfriend once said if we went you guys to break up we can go find him and talk... as you know we would not do that... and your boyfriend also agreed to come talk to us after talking to kaizhen on the phone... but today he is just.. i also dont know why... he say he dun want to meet us... what is he afraid of ? he is a NS policeman.. i'm nothing... and he only knows how to talk but no action... when he have nothing much to say.. he would only say "ok lo.. you wanna say like dat you win lo... you think what you say its right den its right lo.." BULLSHIT...
this kind of childish sentence i have not been using since i in primary 3..
nothing to say then you say this sentence... you want to talk to me you have to be right !

so the conclusion... we will leave you... for now... you used to say you don't want to lose both sides... what if one day something happen between you and baboon... you dont wish to lose us... we are telling you.. when one day something really happen... we will still be there for you... but for now... you guys can stop quarrelling about us... nor we wont call you out anymore... you dont have to come or wish me for my birthday... neither we need to hear from you about christmas and new year.... we dont need to contact for now... unless the day really happens... else live happily with baboon... we wish you all the best...

maybe baboon will be even happier cause he may think that you would not be going to my sister's wedding dinner right ? we'll see... thats between you and my sister... not me... dont give ridiculous reason because she is my sister so you are not allowed to go... i don't wish my sister is implicated because of me...

baboon..!! please treat sl well... stop being so petty.. for god sake.. she is your girlfriend... always quarrel is not healthy for a relationship... really loving her is not making her upset... she is always trying to make you happy can't you see ?
gifts alone is not making her happy... little actions can bring smiles to her face... you can be a better guy which everyone will like... but if you still treat her this way... then all i can say is...
GO HELL MAN... you are abusing your girlfriend emotionally !
STOP CAGING HER !!!
i have already loss her... and you got her already.. what more you want man... DAMN !

*bleh*

Good bye weiming !! have a safe trip to china...i'm waiting for my gifts !! WOOHOO !!!

** to add on.. poor kaizhen have dropped tears after we said goodbyes... although i didnt say goodbye to you because i feel a bit no point ler... and kaizhen feels that you dont seems care ler... like a free thing for you ler... as if without us now.. you can live happily then ever.. (baboon is happy seeing this..) although you cried too... but your personality is like that.. so i got nothing much to say about that... now... everything is so drama...

lolx... haii.. wadever... its fixed... just sad to let go this friendship....

pineapple signing off....

1:48 AM