Friday, November 30, 2007
Headlines (Friendship Never Ends)
Song Title: Headlines (Friendship Never Ends)
Singer: Spice Girls
Album: Greatest Hits
Dedicated: To my friends and esp secondary buds.. As i find the lyrics is.. You can read it...
The time is now or never
To fit the missing piece
To take this song together
You make me feel complete
We fall into the future
And through the looking glass
The light shines over our heads
And so it comes to pass
To go beyond the surface
To reach into your soul
This love is not demanding
My heart has told me so
I hold on to my hero
With faith enough to fly
The power to imagine
Will keep this love alive
Let's make the headlines loud and true
I wanna tell the world I'm giving it all to you
Let's make the headlines loud and clear
The best things certainly happen when you are here
If I lost my way, you would carry me home
Take me all the way to Heaven, never leave me alone
And it's just like everything matters when you are near
And it feels so good every bells gonna ring
Your love is alive and it's making me sing
I could fly, wanna cry, want the whole world to know
We are together, come on, baby, let's go
And words yet to be spoken
Will form upon the page
Spelling our true devotion
It's all we need to say
Let's make the headlines loud and true
(Say you love me and I’ll say I love you too)
I wanna tell the world I'm giving it all to you
(Just remember what simple words can do)
Let's make the headlines loud and clear
(All that I have I give to you my friend)
The best things certainly happen when you are here
(Just remember friendship never ends)
If I lost my way, you would carry me home
Take me all the way to Heaven, never leave me alone
(everything)
And it's just like everything matters when you are near
(matters when you’re near)
(Say you love me and I’ll say I love you too)
Let's make the headlines true this time
(Just remember what simple words can do)
There's no hiding from this magical state of mind
(I feel loved, feel, I feel loved)
If I lost my way, you would carry me home
(I know, you take me, all the way to heaven)
Take me all the way to Heaven, never leave me alone
(everything)
And it's just like everything matters when you are near
(matters when you’re near)
(Everything matters, it really matters)
Let's make the headlines loud and true
(I feel loved, feel, I feel loved)
Let's make the headlines
Cause I’m giving it all
Yeah I’m giving it all to you
10:36 AM
Monday, November 26, 2007
Tarot Reading on This Matter..
well... i've made a tarot reading...
although i'm not good at it.. but i still am able to depict to understand some few points...
make it simple...
the obstacles shows betrayed, lost, cold and loveless..
but the problem will soon be solved that we need patience to it.. And the outcome is actually a start of a new chapter in life.. Expect the unexpected.
hmm... not so sure but the outcome is kinda brighten someone's mind...
11:17 PM
A reply to my friend...
To whom ever it may concern...
Since the process of growing up, we all should learn well that fairytale is hard to happen in this lifetime now...
For me, i also do think that there is others as well as i do... wish that life can be simple and happy everyday.. but life is not going this way as there is a need of going through sour, sweet, bitter and spice...
Having to go through these process and you will learn more about life... Now as you grow older, i do not wish to see you being too navie because you are not even being thrown to the outside world.. you are still in your protective shield...
who dont wish to be a kid and you can don't study, don't work and play around all day long ?
with no worries and no problems at all ?
but the fact is there... this is a dream... we all have to grow older... and will soon face death...
so why not just live your life well... no matter what problem is there, if you believe you can and you want to solve... you can do it.. why keep on holding on to a relationship that you think its not meant to last or not meant to be ?
an early release of it could be better for everyone now.. esp for you... you should live everyday happy rather living it with lots of thoughts...
you know how to make your life a better one... live to the fullest.. you are old enough to think and make a decision.. there will always be someone you once called besties by your side when you need them... because even if one makes you angry... you still have the other one to shout out to... and friends always forgive and forget... even though sometimes words can be harsh without thinking... but all we said are meant for your best thoughts... not for us...
who is the one in the end who just walk away ?
who is the one who didn't make the matter to a rest and peace ?
who is the one who give you advice and advice but it was just put away ?
who is the one who accept the fact when you wanted to do something and let you go ?
who is the one who is forcing you the most ?
there is a lot of "who is the one..."
but what more can we say...
when you say that all have left a dying person to bleed to death...
one question..
Is this how you see us ?
1:35 PM
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Noted
A website that kx found and asked me to give sl to have a look....
http://www.sensiblepsychology.com/judging_boyfriends.htm
hmm... anyway... today we went to send weiming off... a lot of pple crying... but we left happily.. lolx... not because we dislike him... but he will be back.. lolx....
today is a new day... and its was a funny and fun day today...
this morning till afternoon... it was spent with alan, kaizhen and eelin...
we reached the airport and wanted to take a picture... but damn concidence that alan saw weiming walking towards us... and we run away from the scene... so farni... and after we found a place to take picture we went to weiming's check-in counter... and we saw weiming so we sort of surprise him and we even posed a while... funny scene... lolx....
after sending off weiming we went to alan's uncle stall... wooo... so long didnt eat already... so we eat... lolx... auntie so good to us... i even take away 2 packet for my family... give alan money but he dun want... next time treat u back ah alan !
den we travelled... and we went to puggol CC... cause me and zhen wanted to sign up for a course... some first aid thing... lolx... but in the end we went wrong place... and the other CC will only open at 2... so we went to wing tai... cause FOX is having warehouse sales... eelin brought a skirt she wanted before... but basically nothing much to see there... lol...
then we travelled back to the correct puggol CC... but we are still early... so we went to the mama shop and ate.. "SAMPA" ?? the ice with flavour thing that we used to eat when we were kid... which that time only cost 10 cents.. now 20 cents... booo....
i'm going to change my tagboard.. cause i forgot the password for it... lolx...
today's pharse is "你锁门了吗？"... meaning "have you locked the door ?"
hahahha... now i'm waiting for i dunno... to meet dear ba... lolx.. after all busy and shitty things happened esp yesterday... haii... waste of my time only... make us all so tired...
BOO BABOON BOO !!
4:11 PM
Loss a friend...
ok...friends...
what is exactly is friends are for ?
when you need them they will be there for you ?
when you have a celebration they are there till the end with you ?
Or...
when you have a boyfriend and they will leave you alone... where actually.. they are upset / disappointed by your actions but still wishes you all the best with your relationship...
today is a good example that my secondary school buddies have loss a buddy...
just like that...
me, kaizhen and siangling have been through a lot since secondary one... but now... because of her boyfriend... we are going out separate ways... of cause me and kaizhen are still together...
today we went down to baboon's block.. because previously i spoke to sl on the phone and she gave me a damn it reason for not sending weiming off as he is flying off to china for 2 months Final Year Project... the reason was that she needs to do her project and her partner would also wished to complete it quickly... but hay... i dun see this as a very valid reason if you friend which has a 9 years friendship with you... do you know that you said that you cherish us ?
but i dont feel that way... that main point in the end is because your boyfriend is still mad about you going to eat a farewell dinner with weiming and he don't allow at that point of time.. so he dont want you to send your friend off... this is then the main point... if you want to do project you can push the timing back in the afternoon.. we did told you that we are meeting early and that he is to enter the gate at 10AM... so is it too late for you to meet your friend up to complete your project ? i dont think so...
so anyway... i was so mad about the reasons because your so called boyfriend did told kaizhen before that he is not stopping you to come out with us nor is he controlling you.. but what is this ?? till now the picture is so clear already and yet can't you see ?
your boyfriend even dare to use his status as a boyfriend saying that i have no rights to ask you out like dat.. but he have the rights is it ?
so i said that then its ok... i can call your mum to help us call you out to meet.. then he replied, so i wanna use your mum la.. ok.. big la..
HAY BOY ! YOU ARE THE ONE WHO WANTS TO USE STATUS AGAINST ME.. YOU ARE MESSING WITH THE WRONG PERSON !
so i told him i would rather hear you saying that if you want to meet us or not... so in the end of the talk.. you agreed in meeting us... so kaizhen, weiming and me rush down to meet you... @ his void deck...
we reached before 9pm... we called and called you but you didnt pick up the phone... we tried calling baboon but he switched off his phone.. probably because previously i called him because you didnt pick up yours.. saying you went down to buy something...
i got so angry because you said you will be meeting us but when we reached.. you dont answer...is like what the hell ?
so i called your house and your brother picked.. i asked him to call you and told you to call me back.. THANKS AR BRO !!
soon.. you called kaizhen.. you said you will be coming down... so we waiting... 5 mins passed... 10 mins passed... still no sight of you... we called again.. you said you're coming down... another 5-10 mins passed... we called again...
we got so angry waiting you.. we would want to leave and just break up the friendship...
but you said you're coming down..but talking to baboon... AND NOW... HE SAID HE DONT ALLOW YOU TO MEET US WHICH WE ALREADY REACH HIS VOID DECK !!
what the hell man ?
we know you want to come down and meet us... if you want to come down how can a baboon stop you ? you are just too weak to be bullied... we are so sad for you for having such a control-freak boyfriend... you said you insist on coming down... and i even talked to your boyfriend... infront of you talking to me on the phone... and yet he can lie... and yet you still allow him to lie through his smelly teeth... OMG !!!
i told your boyfriend that we are not trying to break you guys up but just making things easier for you... what a bad thing about that ?
if he wants he can also sit in to listen... then you told me baboon wants to see me in person alone... what ? i got nothing much to say to him because if anyone should hear him talk or explain... he should explain to everyone... not just me... i find it pointless... i don't want to be a middle person..
after 1 hour and 30 mins for waiting... you have come down man.... AT LAST !!
i even brought water to drink nor...
anyhow... we've talked... we just wanna tell you... also blogged for baboon's eyes...
its been so long and now for sure we all know that we (the secondary buddies) and baboon cannot co-exist... he hated us very well you know... and we also dislike him for what he did... we have put everything in the past before but he is the one who is always so petty, small-minded... we have tried to acommandate him in his working time then we called you out... we even tried being friends with him for your sake during lantern festival celebration... but in the end... he also left unhappy.. you dont have to say anything cause we have eyes...
you choses him as your boyfriend and we accpet it because he is your choice... you cannot come out with us because you wanna make him happy and disappoint us because he don't allow you to come out with us... we also have take it down... he even dont allow you to go to my sister's ROM and we also take the fact... but patience have limit... we give in too much and we are very disapointed too much... you should understand... but you didnt do anything... you still allow things like that to react again and again...
your boyfriend once said if we went you guys to break up we can go find him and talk... as you know we would not do that... and your boyfriend also agreed to come talk to us after talking to kaizhen on the phone... but today he is just.. i also dont know why... he say he dun want to meet us... what is he afraid of ? he is a NS policeman.. i'm nothing... and he only knows how to talk but no action... when he have nothing much to say.. he would only say "ok lo.. you wanna say like dat you win lo... you think what you say its right den its right lo.." BULLSHIT...
this kind of childish sentence i have not been using since i in primary 3..
nothing to say then you say this sentence... you want to talk to me you have to be right !
so the conclusion... we will leave you... for now... you used to say you don't want to lose both sides... what if one day something happen between you and baboon... you dont wish to lose us... we are telling you.. when one day something really happen... we will still be there for you... but for now... you guys can stop quarrelling about us... nor we wont call you out anymore... you dont have to come or wish me for my birthday... neither we need to hear from you about christmas and new year.... we dont need to contact for now... unless the day really happens... else live happily with baboon... we wish you all the best...
maybe baboon will be even happier cause he may think that you would not be going to my sister's wedding dinner right ? we'll see... thats between you and my sister... not me... dont give ridiculous reason because she is my sister so you are not allowed to go... i don't wish my sister is implicated because of me...
baboon..!! please treat sl well... stop being so petty.. for god sake.. she is your girlfriend... always quarrel is not healthy for a relationship... really loving her is not making her upset... she is always trying to make you happy can't you see ?
gifts alone is not making her happy... little actions can bring smiles to her face... you can be a better guy which everyone will like... but if you still treat her this way... then all i can say is...
GO HELL MAN... you are abusing your girlfriend emotionally !
STOP CAGING HER !!!
i have already loss her... and you got her already.. what more you want man... DAMN !
*bleh*
Good bye weiming !! have a safe trip to china...i'm waiting for my gifts !! WOOHOO !!!
** to add on.. poor kaizhen have dropped tears after we said goodbyes... although i didnt say goodbye to you because i feel a bit no point ler... and kaizhen feels that you dont seems care ler... like a free thing for you ler... as if without us now.. you can live happily then ever.. (baboon is happy seeing this..) although you cried too... but your personality is like that.. so i got nothing much to say about that... now... everything is so drama...
lolx... haii.. wadever... its fixed... just sad to let go this friendship....
1:48 AM
Thursday, November 22, 2007
Advance !
chill...
i got into advance for my vocal course... somehow i feel a bit fake my scores...
but... any hor... i gotten in for advance...
and today they asked me to go down to register and make payment for it...
so they can start asap...
but i'm still so confuse... i wish to go... but think of the money... i very sianz.. meaning every month... my money fly... and i feel that i got no future for this dream... hmm.... i'm so unsure...
good news...
the FYPJ students is in their last week !!
HURRAY !!!
may the next batch be a better one for me...
this morning was hectic...
one of the students even got stomachache... haii... when it is his turn to present he even sort of went missing !!! Because he went to toilet...
But in the end missing for 30 plus mins.. he pop out...
after all nonsense... the day ended up ok... welll.... i have a feeling it will be more stress and work for me for the following days...
4:55 PM
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
My EYES !! SICK !!
Finally an off... MC LEAVE... The night before my MC Leave.. something happened to my eye !! Oh So Shitty !!
My left eyelid got a bit swollen... but it is only temporary... LUCKY...
The feeling isnt good... and because of it... my vision causes me headache and eye-straining...
DAMN yeah ?
I went to see the doctor today...
of cause the swollen was gone... but woke up with headache and flu... but i guessed its a morning flu... and morning was raining... damn nice weather... so i decided to take a morning break...
but when i went to the doctor... the doctor says something about my previous medical thingy... that she advised me to take another blood test ! I'm like.. OMG !!!! NEEDLES EWW !!!
anyway... i need to think about it 1st... lolx... the medical overall cost me S$36... well... but what the heck... i wanna rest... have to give out something... hmmm... tomolo another trouble day... hohoho....
11:35 PM
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Beginner Vocal Exam !!
Guess where m i ??
vocal exam... i think i dun fare well... cause when i think i sing ok... it will always sound bad...
Results will be out on this saturday... *FROWNS*
11:21 AM
Monday, November 12, 2007
Memories for JJ
I still remember the day... The day we went to weiming's house...
JJ was there... Curly Fur... White it should be... but due to age and weiming not bathing it... It got a bit yellow... She's so cute... And got tricks up to her "fur"... And like all dogs... so greedy with food... and she actually is also toilet train... kinda.. better then mine.. but i still love my dog.. lolx...
I have only seen her once... but i have tears now for her... maybe its because i also have a dog...
And i have also experience once of a friend leaving me to heaven but in a bad way....
JJ passed away yesterday, 11 November 2007 @ the age of 84 dog life...
May she rest in peace and living well in wherever she should be...
She is now buried near weiming's house... maybe one day we'll go give her respect... hmm...
11:18 AM
