i have quarrelled with dear about friends matter... as in he tell me not to bother about them ler.. but yet i still sms...
i mean... all i feel is that my friends are like giving up at the point of time.. to save to friendship i'm trying my best to see what can get into her head... i mean at least i'm the last one trying to mend it unless it cannot be den i'll give up... but dear wants me to give up because he don't want me to get all upset about it again and again and make myself so troubled with something that i can don't bother at all.. but i cherish the relationship thats why i'm so clinging.. please just understand...
but anyway.. i want things to go to the flow now... i will not push no more... unless some freak come agitate me...
my last thing that i ever going to bother is about money issue... lets see if we can agree on something.. if you owe someone money, will you go and buy some material stuffs that is which to satisfy your boredom or fun or not that important ? wouldn't you be thinking to pay someone that you owe money to 1st ? Is not about borrowing money is a nono... but the principle of returning a person money when you can... If you cannot afford for something that is not important or what you really need then don't buy until you can.. ain't i'm right ?
as a buddy, i really hope from the start you did do your part in letting your boyfriend know that he dun have to use material to keep you and if he owe people money he should clear 1st and you will definately understand and share the times of low cost.. Forever i will not get it about borrowing money from mum to buy material stuffs and causing more "O $ P $" situation..
and when returning people money can you be more polite ? you got a favour from someone shouldnt you be grateful ? why the fucking attitude ? this is not straight forward.. this is character problem you baboon.. people is not rushing you to pay but you so thick skinned to owe people money and buy nintendo.. I'm just helpin my buddy to get his money because since you got the ability to purchase thus you will definately have the money to return..
this is called straight forward.. i told you i am when you told me you are too.. so learn from this... please get to understand the english of what you are speaking.. flip the dictionary...! if you both are really loving.. i think material stuffs is not needed in your life so much.. shouldnt be materialistic..
I dun wish to hurt any friendship but i'm trying to WAKE u up.. you maybe a good/perfect girlfriend but he is not a good/perfect boyfriend... well.. maybe you think he is.. different people different concept...
i dunno how much can i do to let you see how much we cherish the friendship.. wondering when you can wear what you like as you like... be where you like as you like.. argghh... i just dunno how to say.. i miss the days and times we spent together like a family so happy... be ugly and stupid at the same time.. out to eat to play and do crazy stuffs...
we feel like we are losing you.. and you dunno that you are losing yourself gradually...